Oct 19th, 2006
Mallowmar Diet?
Today I discovered my boyfriend lost 4 pounds eating two boxes of Mallomars since Sunday. Great. If only I liked Mallowmars …. Anyway, I’ve had a pretty good week eating, not overeating. Not obsessing as much, and not giving in. Terri said I have to just decide not to binge. She said it might have something to do with some ambivalence in other parts of my life (i.e. I want to be successful and get recognition at work and at the same time I want to disappear and not be seen.) It was easier to make that decision. On Monday I decided to not obsess and not binge, to eat on a schedule, just for that day. So I made the decision to not eat whenever/whatever I wanted on Monday, and since then it’s been easier.
And, by the way, did I mention that I did four (FOUR!!) pull-ups on Tuesday!!! FOUR!! Plus, shockingly, I worked out on my own at the gym yesterday. I hate going to the gym. Really hard to believe I dragged my ass there. And I’m even sore today. Nice.
Still, I feel like I’ve been boring/annoying the crap out of Terri lately. Well, she said, at least there’s less drama. great…. Anyway, it’s time to go bore myself to sleep. : )
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