Apr 17th, 2007
Waking up to the fat
Well, it seems like there’s a trend among Terri’s clients — we all feel fat. I’ve been well aware of putting a lot of those pounds right back on. And to make matters worse, for a while there I think I actually convinced myself that it didn’t matter. What the hell was I on? Now that my clothes are getting so tight they look bad, I’m finally waking up about it. To make matters worse, I have been so f–ing lazy in my sessions with Terri.
I found out last week that I’m going to start a different rotation at work in two weeks where I’ll have to wear suits every day, and be in front of people all the time. As if that isn’t frightening enough, I look fat! I bought 4 new beautiful suits in January and their tight! Ohh goddd! Well, needless to say, I actually put some decent effort into my session with Terri yesterday and got the pleasant reward of being a little sore today. I love being sore after working out. It makes me feel like I worked hard.
I desperately want to feel slightly more comfortable in my body in two weeks than I do now. I’m not expecting a miraculous change, but a little bit of progress would be such a relief. It’s time to get back in it and get over my inertia about working out. It makes me feel so good to work out. Why don’t I do it?
I’d like get to the gym once a week by myself. That would be a big step.
Getting my butt out of bed for my session with Terri tomorrow morning wouldn’t be a bad step in the right direction either.
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