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I’ve been doing really well since the triathlon training started. I’ve lost a few pounds. My size 6 pants are, inconceivably, starting to feel a bit loose. And today I did 4 full pull-ups after doing none for the last two months after wrist surgery.

I’m feeling kind of ambivalent about the triathlon. I’ve been dragging my feet about buying a bike. I love the swimming and I like running, although I feel like I might be behind in that - I’m not sure.  Last week the Monday swim and Tuesday run were cancelled. I didn’t go to the Saturday session, which was a bike session for beginners (me.) So now I feel out of it, like I’ve dropped out and it’s hard to go back. I did go to the swim session last night though, and that was good. I didn’t feel so much like everyone had made huge strides in the last two weeks without me, and felt like I could go back. There’s a run tonight. Will I go? I don’t want to. I’m tired. I do want to though. I do. But I don’t - I’ll have to deal with being social, seeing a lot of people I don’t know, who meet and seem to talk to one another easily. It means suppressing my intense desire to run away, not deal with how uncomfortable and retarded I feel, and act like I know how to interact with people. Oh, it’s so fun being me.

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